#i just want so many naps
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i've just been so tired lately. i don't know if it's the change in the weather or the change in my schedule or what.
#it's been hard to write#or carry on conversations#so i've been a little radio silent#it's passing!#but sometimes it just takes a moment#i'm taking medical coding courses atm#and they just started up again#so i think i'm just tired from trying to balance out everything#but i hope you're all doing well!#i just want so many naps#all the time#⸻ 𓆩𓆪 ooc ⸢ looks like i leveled up in badass ⸥
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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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The Heart Killers (2024), episodes 5 and 8
#the danger in the first instance is violence the danger in the second is abandonment but kant doesn't want to leave and never has....#making silly little posts while things percolate.#there are so many things i want to say about the layers of trust and choice going on between them in this episode#but i cannot talk about it concisely.#ฟาดก็รีบฟาดดิ.....bison is just so Tired beach torture did Not achieve what he wanted it to :(((#unendorsed but irresistible comment: kitten needs a nap...#the heart killers
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Baby shark Andrew was cranky and Aaron said “okay it’s nap time”
Shark facts and lore/worldbuilding under the cut
So shark mers can’t actually stop moving for long periods of time but baby mers aren’t born with the ability to swim while sleeping. So they sleep on various pod mates or really anyone that will carry them. Being steadied like this is important for their development since it teaches them to sleep on their own as the get older.
Andrew was separated from his pod/school not too long after birth, and the only reason he made it past the infancy and toddler stages was the kindness of other mers. Other pods of sharks and whales, or mothers with their own children, or a very kind lone gray whale carried him around and took care of him when they found him, for as long as he would let them. Until he got spooked or upset and swam off again. Because of the lack of consistency in his care and the countless times he nearly suffocated in his sleep, Andrew to this day has a harder time sleeping on his own than most grown mers, not for lack of trying. Luckily, once he’s reunited with Aaron and a manta ray Nicky that Aaron tells him is essentially an adopted cousin, it doesn’t take long for Aaron to realize why Andrew is so tired all the time. It’s no harder for him to pull Andrew around on his back now than it was when they were little. And while they’re there, Aaron realizes that yeah, it is kind of nice to have someone he can sleep on, too. Even if he doesn’t really need it. (Nicky offers to piggyback the twins but he is far too smooth and slippery. Which doesn’t seem to be as much of an issue when Andrew takes little power naps on Neil but shh.)
Im sure it’s not uncommon for adult mers to sleep on each other at any age, but if anyone questions why Andrew is always sleeping on Aaron, Aaron gives them a death glare and makes sure Andrew never hears their stupid questions.
#I wonder how long manta rays can swim on their backs#because if they just do it for fun that’d be what Nicky would have to do#swim on his back and hold onto whoever was napping#(which is exactly what Neil does with Andrew. they cuddle)#I want to draw sooooo many mer cuddles now tho#it’s just so sweet#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#nicky hemmick#mer au#sharkdrew au#oops all mers au#basking shark#shark#sharkdrew#mer research notes
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Not having the gods be responsible for the Aeor bubbles (Aeubbles) actually felt like a very nice choice to me; I was kind of dreading them turning out to be Erathis’ work or something. Because if the gods did pick and choose who to save, plucking their special followers out above all others, I don’t know if it would feel like a kindness to me! Why does this six year old in a city of horrors get to live while his neighbor dies? For the circumstance of faith? It would be cruel in a way that they haven’t been cruel—at least natural disasters don’t pick favorites. Mount Vesuvius didn’t pretend to be judging the content of anyone’s hearts.
It also gives one last bit of autonomy (and one last final brutal parallel with the gods they hate) to Aeor’s mages. They made something so beautiful and terrible, an awe that brought the god of magic to tears, and even as the gods pulled it down in their ears they had one last paranoid failsafe! One last screw you measure preserving a terrible truth. But just as Asmodeus accuses, Aeor clearly drew distinctions between the people who matter and the people who don’t. That blue bubble we’ve seen in the amphitheater—it’s not any of the panicked masses who were saved in perfect glacial magic, it was the archmage.
At the end of the day, it was Aeor that built a hierarchy to save some people and leave others. They might not have sunk the Titanic but they made sure only the first-class passengers would have access to their last, most desperate life boat. I’m glad the narrative allowed them to have that triumph. In trying to be a godkiller how close must you mold yourself to the shape of a killing kind of god?
#critical role#exu downfall#aeor#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#similarly I have so many thoughts about the raven Queen’s choice to save hallis#one child among so many#a child who will wake up from a long nap somewhere in exandria#without his mother out of the city he’s lived in his whole life#he had family in the opus ward but that’s gone now too#he’s just one little boy plucked out of the wreckage and left#and she normally wouldn’t but in this case I think she thought it was Owed#and she was still human and grieving her own death and she wanted to be selfishly kind#but there is selfishness in there amid all the threads of fate the duty the grief the rules#a lot going on in that tiny tiny choice
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Wow they're so silly!!! None of them said cheese for the picture :/
#art#artwork#digital art#oc art#oc#tom looking at Dakota Dakota looking at the camera#severus rolling his eyes and harry smiling and looking at the camera#theyre all so silly#group picture of our current main people#ive got to draw so many more people actually#but aurghhhh#maybe im just silly#augh#im so normal#ask me anything#if you're like rem ur art style is inconsistent i KNOW i struggle with it a lot#lines no lines some lines a lot of lines etc etc#Dakota looks like he needs a nap#man still suffers from insomnia smh#hiding in the tags#they're so silly#head in hands#ocs#my art#i think about them a lot#Severus is ALWAYS done with this shit. Harry is always happy to be there. Tom is... yeah! Dakota is :D and D:#the sillies#everything i want to say is a spoiler this is awful i need to yap about them#literally so much is important about them all and im just sitting here going oh no
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hmmm thinking about how both Knuckles and Licho have been stuck in a single place for as long as they remember, Knuckles completely isolated and Licho unseen by anyone for a very very long time hmm
#licho learned to possess people but it chose to be violent about all of that#lmao#still figuring it out I'm thinking what skills my little thing could have I have some ideas and others I'll polish some time later#I was thinking about how this entire au. Beyond meeting licho is about knuckles looking for the pieces of the master emerald#so he can be guardian again. basically#and while the me is Knux's purpose and collecting all its pieces will allow him to return Home hes also basically trying to return#to the way things were originally where he was stuck on angel island. basically forever#and licho wants that emerald so it can finally free itself it's like the opposite thing for both of them#god I wanna write something about this but I wanna start for them beginning and that's like a year in the past brother#many things have happened#fon knux to end up in spiralside and spiralside ain't the end either sncnskckd#pls forgive if this isn't written very well I'm not feeling up to writing my thoughts rn I'm just thinkingggg#thinking sooo hard rn#licho the spirit#I need to go to sleep it's 5am again but I had a nap and I can't sleep anymore urghhh#distorted vagueposting
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this cliff took more lives than i could on my own im losing it
#marvel rivals#snap shots#yeah sure why not. ill put rivals clips under snap shots too ig#real life snap gameplay footage woah. motion sickness warning ajeRLKAJ#'snap are you prone to bunny hopping like a jackass' yes i am just as i am to constant unnecessary reloading this will not change#i dont imagine ill post a lot of rivals clips vjaLRGJALKJ this one just made me chortle ......#squirrelgirl i can get i nudged her off but punisher my guy ... i know its only a week into launch but be careful ...#now i get to talk bout the bizarre sess kayla and i had Of Which This Clip Was Extracted From#ok there actually isnt a lot of bizarre things to mention. just wanted to say we had The Most Clutch last game of the night#like truuully we thought we'd lose but lol ... lmao ... also bonus mvp for me but whatever. ... .#she and i also Unreasonably lost it at the fact i sniped an ironman down three seconds into a match. it WAS p funny tho ...#offhandedly i was just 'can tony piss off a minute' and then. look at that. many such cases but lol ...#i wish i could say it was due to sleep-induced delirium but i fear even now im not tired so i think we're just stupid vEJLRVKJEA#we won like 90% of our games tho so ...... two dumbasses can make it work apparently#atp i might just ask her if i can record our sessions cause i end up live blogging them anyway#its not as if we didnt used to record gameplay shit together and she Sometimes streams so ejrLEJARLKJ shrug#it could be funny but thats also A Lot so prob wont do it. cause thatd mean id have to listen to my voice and thats a no !!!!#anyway im sleeping. if even one person finds this mildly amusing for any reason then i win#for now ima answer some asks i see i got then ima nap see ya in a biiitt
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Welcome home oc
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Lemme introduce you Beary Sweetheart!!
She’s a famous model from a big City that come to Welcome Home for a vacation. She doesn't have a house in the neighborhood but she stays with her childhood best friend Whisky! She is not the main character in the show. she is like a special guest for special episodes. She capture everyone's heart the first time she was on the screen, all the fans will be like ‘What a sweetheart she is!’
She's a HUGGER!! And she likes skinship A LOT (but if the person is not comfortable she will give their space and respect them)
She adores tiny and fluffy things.
(this is Beary’s final look and it is turned out great. I decided to give her more of Bear's appearance like bear’s ears, and a bear’s tail, (the old look is look nothing like a bear even though her name is Beary haaa) and this is the best decision I’ve ever made hahahaaaa)
#myart#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home arg#welcome home oc#beary sweetheart#wally welcome home#wally darling#julie joyful#sally starlet#julie welcome home#sally welcome home#I have so many ideas#I have many things I want to draw#and I have so many things to do😭#it's too much so I'm just gonna take a nap
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SLAMS DOOR OPEN hello!!! I hear you're looking for lil ficlet ideas!!
I would love to see your take on jimmy and grians relationship 👀👀👀 I simply wish there was more content of them in the world (shippy or non-shippy!!)
If u would like any additional prompts maybe the aftermath of grian taking jimmy out in wildlife????
No pressure at all if the thought doesnt appeal to you, saluting you so much as a fellow traveller on the writing strugglebus right now. GOOD LUCK!!! <3
Hi Theo!! Welcome in, please have a seat! :D
as for Jimmy & (/) Grian I totally agree, I love their dynamic so much!! Time to be the change we want to see in the world XD
Take my hand, we will get through this rough patch together!! <3333
I haven't actually finished either of their WL POVs (Blasphemous as a self-proclaimed Jimmy Main, I know) so IDK how well I can touch on that one, but I did see that clip of Grian joining their phasmo thing late that's floating around and I lost my mind. Have this modern au?? Phasmo au??? IDK but here you go!
Grian sank deeper into the couch cushions, watching some rerun of an ancient Top Gear episode on the TV in front of him. The sound is so low it might as well be muted in favor of listening to Jimmy off in the kitchen, rummaging around in cupboards as they waited for Joel to arrive.
On the screen, Hammond spun out just in time for Jimmy's voice to peak, some offended crescendo about the story he was telling. Something about someone at work.
For the first time in days, Grian felt his lungs fill, untrapped by the vice of panic or stress. He made some sort of noise in response to Jimmy asking if he could believe all of that. He tried to focus on the words, knowing that Jimmy would be more offended at him not listening than he had been at the lady in his story, but relaxation was stealing over him in waves, pulling the steel and the energy from his limbs the longer he sat there.
Jimmy's voice was much closer when he snorted, placing down a mug on the table in front of Grian. He didn't remember telling him what he wanted in his tea, but the label that spun in front of them was his favorite brew. Warmth steeped through him.
"Budge up," Jimmy said, the words floating down through the syrup of Grian's mind instead of crashing through and jarring him back to consciousness. He shuffled back into a mostly upright position, "are you falling asleep on me?"
“No,”Grian scoffed, leaving Jimmy more than enough time to settle in before he slid sideways again so that he could lean heavily on Jimmy’s shoulder. He hooked a grin up at him. “Now I’m falling asleep on you.”
“You utter-I'm not that boring, am I?” Jimmy groused, reaching for the remote. Grian kicked at the coffee table with his foot, scooting it enough that the remote was out of reach.
“As boring as you always are,” Grian said, if only because he couldn’t seem to untangle the emotions caught in the warm mixture in his chest, at least not in a way where he could pull them apart and explain them to Jimmy. “Maybe I’m just tired,” he said, trying to call up a haughty tone, “maybe it’s got nothing to do with you.”
Jimmy grumbled something more under his breath, but shifted so that Grian was resting comfortably at his side, instead of just smushed against him.
"Go on, then,” Jimmy said, settling back against the armrest so they were both halfway to horizontal. “Joel can wake us up when he gets here.”
Grian hid a smile against Jimmy’s shoulder.
“Glad you see things my way.”
#wix writes#fic: prompt fills#<- trying to be more organized lmao it's a losing battle I'm sorry#hermitshipping#solidarian#or is it#solidrian#I've seen both get used idk#something something the inherent intimacy of being able to relax around someone enough to fall asleep something something...#Look I have never once been able to fall asleep when something is boring me to tears. It's just painful. HOWEVER.#on multiple occasions I have been so relaxed listening to someone I love talk that I get Dozy. Those tend to be the best naps EVER#anyway this could be read as just buds or shippy but I 100% wrote it as trending towards shippy lmao#ty for sending this in theo!!! I had so much fun writing it even though writing short fills is so much harder than I remember it being lol#also wrt my thoughts on Grian taking out Jimmy in WL... ooh it's so juicy I just didnt have the capacity to keep up w them at the end there#I watched Gem all the way through and then swapped over to Joel's finale and those are the episodes I've watched. And I switched to Joel's#before I even knew he was the winner I just wanted to follow the Family to the end lol#but it means I have no context for the bunker explosion aside from like. the inherent homoeroticism of making sure someone knows you're the#reason they're going out of the series etc.#+ the fact that it does kind of feel like Lizzie was there as an afterthought. Grian's focus was on Jimmy and ending Jimmy's series#I could twist that in so many directions. but I would have to watch the episodes first ToT#they're on my list though so... mayhap eventually!!#why are my tags longer than the fic atp anyway <333333
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idk what it is but I'm feeling distinctly unholy today
#many possible reasons including but not limited to:#the dumb antibiotics I'm taking#writer's block#not enough sleep#took a nap and that's always a bad idea#stupid irl drama I wanted zero part in and have now been dragged into#feeling guilty for letting DMs pile up#writer's block again#beating myself up because I feel like no one likes my fics only to immediately switch to beating myself up for having low self esteem#and beating myself up for forgetting that fandom is not a competition and therefore I can't be losing it#even more writer's block possibly related to the previous two problems#and so on and so forth#I'll probably delete this once I no longer feel like shit because it got personal and I hate vulnerability#not a cry for help or reassurance just a vent#seriously#clown hours
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was it casual when u let me sleep in ur bed
#journal . . ✶#i miss my situationship#he was so cute i miss him SIGHS DEEPLY#was it casual when we were watching a movie and shared a blanket and u let me nap on ur shoulder .#WAS IT CASUAL#listening to chappell roan rn btw that's why#I'M OVER MEN ( no i'm not )#if he gave me a chance i would take it so fast#i'm so desperate#AND I WAS SO SURE HE HAD A THING FOR ME TOO#U JUST LET ANY GIRL SLEEP IN UR OWN BED WHEN THEY'RE OVER ?? U LET ANY GIRL SLEEP ON UR SHOULDER ??? ok ...#cries#he was my fav situationship#i have so many ( 2 ) failed talking stages / situationships wow i'm a loser ^_^#NO ONE WANTS ME rips shirt off and sobs
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fear fun fear love
#artists on tumblr#illustration#art#oc#digital art#my art#zhu#hi i hate my job and to cope i've decided it's zhusday (zhu tuesday)#obviously this is february shit asgjalsjg#''i didn't think i was uploading these bc i was just goofing around but why not!!!'' and then i forgot to actually post.............#the ldr skims valentines campaign has been bouncing around in my head like a win98 screensaver since i saw it.......#esp bc i always want to draw z's roots and then i never do it but then i saw lana's hair (wig??) and pointed ''ZHUZHU''#ig they're studies??? was i studying??? i do not rmr thinking while i was doing these#whatever lmfao cheers#so many things i want to adjust now that i'm looking at this again for the first time in months but i'm not doing it. i'm being strong#anticipating having Once Again No Time At All bc we're in the last leg of a big deadline so here's sth until i'm free...#to return...... to the 5mill wips i generated during april when i had art block..............#''where is beautiful top-tier husband tian tian'' daddy is taking a nap.#BYE going back to work for real
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fighting my body for dear life i wanna do things please body let's work together I beg you
#suo shut up#i wish i was able to feel like a functional human being for more than one day in months#I don't want to feel as if even getting up will fuck me up#i wanna be able to sit without the urgent need to lay down to feel physically better#it's hell and it's stopping me from so many things#buries my head in my hands#I'll be fine#just one another moment of weakness#trying to nap to try and reset my body
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i Hate being sick
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#♡.gabi barks#hatehatehatehatehate Sickness and colds and being sick and#Eugh. i feel gross. i feel icky. i hate it.#the cocd is so bad guys. sososo bad. its awful#i just want to be normal and not sick and be on my phone#ill reply to asks soon but. i have been going through it#been deprived of my dogtime#calling it dogtime and not what I Call It bcs im possessive….#been deprived of dogtime and have had stuffy nose and been tryinf to ignore my cold by still doing my makeup wnd trying to Appear Normal#but i cant do it anymore 💔💔💔i slept So Much today#not even like. the Amount of sleep. just how many times i slept or took a nap#i think s because i Usually hibernate at the beginning of my cold so i can sleep through the fever and the worst of it#but. didnt want to bcs… dogtime..#and now its catching up to me…#literally hibernating and my sustenance is cough drops to soothe my throat#also. cant even sleep rn bcs s dark and i watched two scary movies n im a scaredy cat and i cant stop thinking of it#need my guard dog 💔💔💔 i feel ill#WHATEVER GOODNIGHT. sorry for yearning…. im sick u have to look past it…#goodnigjt i love u all#merry (late) christmas im sorry i didnt post anything butlike i said.. sick#just know i love every single one of u and i appreciate you all soso much and im happy u all enjoy my work and sometimes even enjoy#interacting with little ol me <3 love u guys im kissing you all rn
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I am 2 days late in picking up my refills. 2 days sans one of the drugs that helps me function. I am sitting sideways on a single stair in the deepening gloom of twilight not putting shoes on and not picking up keys wallet etc and not going to the pharmacy because...why? Genuinely. There is no good reason for this. Yay executive dysfunction!
I made the plan: pick up RX and buy materials for breakfast tomorrow. Coming down the stairs I added: hmm maybe I will also buy other meal ingredients for quesadillas? At which point I thought but no, I have the dish I made yesterday...but I finished the rice and need to make more rice...and here I am stuck in decision paralysis.
#it's just so...pointless seeming. and yet. despite knowing how i got here here i am#ok willpower where are you#how many spoons do i need in order to count my remaining spoons and decide how many spoons i need for the remakning tasks of the day?#ugggghhh#i want a goddamn nap before dinner#FINE bladder FINE i will ALSO listen to YOU. FUCK. even though we JUST DID THIS an hour ago!
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